moii tracks for 1 Apr
another dae cums..everyone in their dream..
n i simply cant get to slp..
ha..why? i duno..maybe jux slp too much or maybe the 3 daes of exam gt my slpin time upside dwn..
jux feel like sayin sumtin..feel like bloggin so i came bk..
keep writin keep deletin wht i wrote..
ha..lost of words..
ermmm tml goin bbq n shld be bk oli the next mornin..
i guess i need a break n sum time alone to settle dwn n do sum serious thinkin..
been lost for sumtime..
sumhw i already gt use of being in the lost world..got use of the life bein alone...
i decided to erase my memories again..
sumhw wht pple say ard n does hurt mi indirectly...which i reali duno why..
it gonna be a painful process like wht i experience last time..bt i rather hurt abit den keep feelin sumtin tht i dun wanna feel..
i reali feel like shoutin out loud nw..i feel sooo messy within..
it hurts sumhw..soft parts..wht are they? over tht means over why leave such feelin behind..
last time tht ger snatch e one i love frm mi..n nw she gettin close to shoven..
i duno why..jux nt feelin very nice...
my feelin are uncontrollable..been emotional lately..tell mi wht to do...
blind my eyes..shout my ears..wht oso dun see n hear...
gonna reali do a deletion in process..n dun tell mi anythin abt shoven i seriously wanna get over it..
n hey..get a life lahhhhhh...stop b****ing around arhhh..haix!!
(sorry for the unkind words to those who seein this blog..im jux crazy..dun care abt mi bahhh..=P)