one big junk of knowledge...
suppose to blog ytd bt ha..im jux tooo tired..
ytd at work was fun...
have my break with kath n angie..
we were tokin n laughin away..ishh soo fun..lolx..
ermm wendy nt feelin well..
early in da mornin i been sent up to cd rama n cashier to stand in..
it's cool...i learnt new things..
everyone taught mi some..at the end it summarise to one big junk of new knowledges..
thank all..u been great..toleratin my nonsense n bearin with mi..lolx..
i did cashierin..in fact im a fast learner..
tht kinda easy..lolx..maybe bcuz work at ntuc b4..ish nt as challengin as dere ba..
nt too much of panicin jux when customer cum out with funny nonsense den i start to blurred alittle..
shall conclude..beside leit msg mi frm mornin till nite..no one did..
my hp was dead all along..lolx..n my inbox ishh filled with leit msg..lolx..
leit gt her keys for her new hm..guess she simply lookin forward to it..
bt wht make a sudden n quick decision to her changes..guess i can oli ask her when she online..cuz writin a msg nw for mi in my hp simply can kills..
n bombin her too much qns oso nt too nice..lolx..
ohh yahh..i started to grumble abt my feelin n tots to her again..
as usual..she listen n give me a best solution to all my troubles..*thanks*
wht am i troublin..2 things..
ha..one is abt work..one is abt love..
seein pple bit n pieces tearin dwn my hard work..it doesnt feel nice at all..
i doesnt even haf the mood to face my dept nw..messy let it be..
untidy be it den..im so dishearted..pardon me for feelin this way..
i told my mama im too tired n abt hw i feel...yesh..she understand my feelin directly thru my words n expression..
then wht about love..love ish the strangest thing of all..
i couldnt explain..it cum when it like..it goes off without givin a sign abt it..
lately someone came in da pic..got mi in a state of confusion..
sheesh..i hate feelin this way..why? cuz is jux aint fun at all...caught in a fix..
so tell mi wht shld i do...
i fear..im scared..who noes? no one..jux no one..
we didnt seen each other b4..u told mi u like mi...im ur FW..
everything i do n say,it jux get u ups n dwns...
hw well u noe abt mi..even my closest fren doesn noe anythin abt mi n my past..
they see mi as a whole,a simple n naive ger tht awaitin for someone to protect..
u are at the doorstep of my heart..i left the door ajar..bt am i ready to welcome u..
im not sure..haix!
this nt the first time...look like history repeatin..
i simply hate it..like den like..dun like den dun like..
why ur jux cant say..it jux drag on..i seriously dun like it..
not a word frm u tellin mi tht u feel for mi...
indirectly hint u n ask u...ur reply is either doesnt reali matter or skip the qns...
spare a tot abt my feelin..i was hopin..jux hopin to hear e truth..
dun tell mi u love mi when u dun even haf the courage to say it....
i got enuff of this..dun let history repeat..please...
guess im gonna lock myself in da room n haf a gud time restin..
was nt feelin well this mornin..took mc for da dae...
i bought a game ytd..my restaurant game...
gonna start playin it later den..
oh yesh..i gt a nice eeyore hp pouch..ishh soo swt n cute..
ish to keep my hp...lolx..hopefully i dun drop it..=p
i seriously got the urge to eat fish & co mussels n crabs..goshh..
im gettin fatter..everydae i jux cant stop thinkin abt food...