History Not Repeatin~
tot it is repeatin..
tot history repeatin..
but nahhh..it didnt..
no runaway..no wildful tots..no arguement..no immature thinkin..
i tot the outcum will be like somewhat of wht happen in e past..
but nopes..it nt the same at all...
im happy..definitely i am..
deardear it is oso..after so long..
our struggle..our miracle..our dream..
is cumin true in 1 daes time..
pple did lots of talkin..
pple did lots of commentin..
we remained quiet n silent..nt sayin a word..nt commentin anythin..
they did the talkin..
nt noein wht we think..wht we feel..wht actuali happen..wht actuali e problem..
we felt no point explainin neither doin anythin..
their assumption wrong..
their feelin n words use on seem sooo wrong..
cuz it nt tht which bother us..

i went to meet babe todae after a long nice slp..
been tired..skolin n workin every single dae..
mi n babe have a long tok...
abt my mooiie..her kaka..den her bdae party..my trip..skol..test..shoppin..food..lolx!

was pretty mad todae with someone..
shall nt comment much..
go ahead go think wht ur frens think abt miie..wht a person i am n things i dun care..
it doesnt reali matter either..
ha..to think we noe each other for some time..seem like frm day 1 u nv learnt to understand or noe wht truely noe wht kind of person i am..wht i think n feel..
nthin..in vain..disappointment!
but is okie..
it doesnt reali matter..

my family approval make miie in cloud 9 nw!! wheee~
deardear ishh overjoyed oso!
been waitin for this to cum for many mths u noe..
since mar..
i misshhhh euu..
finally everything is over..
nv..nt gonna see euu sad becuz of *her again..i promise euu..
even hw mean can i be..i be..
am bad i noe..but nv..nv..wanna lose mooiie..

still remember e first dae i noe mooiie..
thru irc..her nick..dreaminz...
tht nite again..i park nick..n rot in front of my com tokin to no one..
saw dreaminz this nick..i went to click..
we started of intro..den of surprise we stay soo near to each other..
den we started to tok so many thing..
discussin abt mothers! den songs..den alot alot...
frm e start she been encouragin..alwaz supportin miie..givin miie a reason..tellin miie there is a chance..there is hope if i believe n i try..
with this..i carry on my daes with her words..
everytime i breakdwn in tears becuz of work n studies..
nthin goes right..her words..her concern..is all tht i reach out to...she is all tht i depend on when im weak..
still remember there is one time..
a long time since i argue with mama sooo bad..
it hurts miie soooo bad..cuz all the while i did my best as a daughter..i let her keep an eye on miie 24/7..after skol at work den at hm..
everydae it goes on...
i break dwn in tears..becuz mama said some nasty stuffs to miie n im pretty mad at her n myself..thinkin i shldnt have listen to her at all..
since young..i been a rebellious n wildful n stubborn child..
im the eldest n yet i act like a small kid..
everyone alwaz worried for miie..
at that point of time when i break dwn..i turn to no one again..
i hide at a corner n cry..bearin n swallow all those pain n tears..
mooiie..e first person who came tok to miie..
MSN!~ did lots of tokin to her...she is far..but yet the closest person to miie..
i tell her hw i feel n wht i thinkin..she listen attentively..n nv fail to give miie direction n advice...=)
i fall for her after some time..e very first time i called her future dear is the time i fall for her..
i started to giggle den keep askin myself again n again..why i like her?! lolx..
e dae i told her i fall for her..she say i bluff her..lolx..
still remember her reaction..=)
i waited n waited for her reply..i noe nt much chance..maybe nt at all...
e dae she went with miie..on 18 feb..
though becuz of uncertainty we part..
i waited for her return...
to think tht time she understand hw i feel..but i nv noe hw she feel..
she keep MIA..n when im sad..she breakdwn in tears n even hurt herself..
her biggest fear was nv to hurt miie..
keep being by my side..guide miie along..pei miie..
till i meet *her...
mooiie late by a dae..
e pressure tht i had n the things i did..
upsets lots of pple includin mooiie..
no one seem to understand..
till one dae..once again..i open up to mooiie after a long time..
i told her the things tht happen n wht i feel n think...
she breakdwn in tears...regret for nt holdin miie tight..
mooiie..my future dear..e thought of wantin to be with her forever is set long ago after cindy...
i dun wan anyone except her u noe...
everyone noe hw much mooiie means to miie frm the start till nw..
i look thru my old blog..the things i said n done..
e memories we once had..i wanna hold on to it forever..
i wanna be true to only euu..

i dun care wht pple said abt miie..tot it simply pissed miie off..
but whatever it is..it doesnt matter to miie..
jux as long as euu are with miie..

yeaps! countin dwn the daes..
mama packin my luggage later..
was ovejoyed when i told mooiie..
hahahha...

still kinda remember our first meet..
the act cool euu..keep giggle n paiseh face..lolx..=x
1 more daes!

tomorrow i leavin to adelaide le..
duno whether got time to update..lolx..
will be fine n in good hand..cuz is mooiie ma..
i 100% trust her! lolx..

My Flight tomorrow...

Time..9pm..
SQ 229...terminal 2

cya guys!

*lee...thanks..i noe euu try ur best le..hehe..i will xiang ni de..=)*