No One..Nobody...
well..back at blog..
just got hm frm skol...
deardear called mi when im on my way hm just to check whether am i okiez..
sooo sweet of her..tht 3 mins sumhw make mi feel better..n definitely i smile sweetly in heart n thank god that i have her with mi..
every time im down or upset or feelin terrible..she around no matter wht..
since e dae i noe her till nw..
she nv failed to leave mi alone cryin dere..*thankz sweetheart*

ermmm hw shld i said...
was upset thou..why? 2 things...
first was abt SC thingy..i was left alone joinin yi xuan grp n the rest went to sumwhere else..
told dem 2-3 weeks ago but it a disappointin one tht none is joining me..i mean NONE!
wonderin do i reali need to be in SC?
i got work..i got studies..it pretty too much le..
well since my name is down let see wht's up next ba...
second...teacher did sum passin on of msgs abt FIT or marketin i cant remember..
she told my class rep..ha..NO ONE told mi abt the announcement..
got to noe it todae..n bird was saying..
"huh? u mean class rep didnt msg euu or call euu? THE WHOLE CLASS receive his msg.."
well...does tht mean im dun belong dere..guess so...
in class...wht can i said abt myself..
quiet..serious n attentive..n the 3 person i tok to in class is oli bird,ribena n joyce..
they took mi as a dao or maybe an anti-social freak that doesnt interact..
did told babe abt wht happen todae...
she sounded just like im at fault for nt interacting..n bird ask mi to give my number to class rep..
WHY everyone sound like blaming for being quiet..
dun asked to go around socialisin when i duno euu..
it hard...n reali hard..

frenz...lolx..
becuz of frenz..i landed up in such pathetic stage..
same course..same yr...same class with 17 years old people..
n hw old am i? turning 21!!
FRENZ!! got enuff of da word..
i hold back my tears..eyes feelin reali aching nw..cuz the holdin back of tears is reali terrible...
i wun cry! i will NOT cry becuz of frenz..
after the incident tht cuz mi in such stage i learnt nt to trust fren n nt even tokin to anyone in my year 1 ite..
till i met Lee and stephy n my F4..they changed my life..
they make mi feel tht some frenz are still reliable and true fren..
if im in deep sheesh nw..who will cum out n protect mi or even stand at my side...
i noe stephy n lee n F4 will..wht abt my blurry group?
i feel like a dumbo sumhw..im seriously feelin real nuts nw...
please leave mi alone for nw...i prefer to be alone...
i dun wan friends...
comparing to a frenz ur noe for half a yr than a fren u noe for almost 1 n half yr..
u choose to be with a half yr fren...
nana is right in da mornin...
well enuff of my rubbish nonsense...
im happy nw..with my family..my boyboy n my work...
friends are just passerby..tht wht mama alwaz said..
one drop of tear..goodbye unhappiness~
never will trust...yupps..

deardear reali worry..im missin her...while waiting for her to cum hm i shall start doin a revision plan out n follow closely to it...christ send mi a pic of my boy..she sooo cute..her kelian face eating fisherman fren..deardear..jia you ohhh...i support euuu ya...muacks!! hugging tigger...it over le...no more sad le..hehe..im soooo in love with hEr...=D

i wannna eat oysterssssssssss....yum yum~