black n white life...
i got many unrest within me..many worries..many thinking...
n realise is all about work...
when has work becum such a big impact to me..
im only a student!
i hate workin life nw..
it dull..boring n many faces i saw..it scares me sumhw to reveal pple of such..
they do anythin to earn more money...
wht i learnt..
working life..there is nthin called FRIEND!
selfless..selfish pple..
enuff of tht..im tired..
perhaps...
i shld think the other way round...
im goin dere for attachment..just an experience..not for money..so dun need to fight with dem becuz of tht...
though time pasts real slow..but im lookin forward to home every single dae!
i feelin yellin..screamin at the top of my voice..
bring me to a hill...i reali feel like ventin it all out..
it feel uncomfortable within...
im gald..for nw im gald..tml i end work at 6...
sales line...definitely nt for me..i conclude!
as for je...heard many absolutely many things..no assurance..
my mum is alwaz doin sum scaring acts..tellin me this n dat...
im tired..im sick of worryin...
i need a break..
i feel like breakin dwn so much...
but i cant..im hangin dere...
i got a nice n understandin n carin dear..
she alwaz worried for me..scare i nt enuff slp n whether is my hair dry b4 i slp n all..
she loves me so much n shower mi with her care..i feel it..n definitely i see it..
im fortunate to haf her...
it been hard on her i noe..
everytime i haf break..she would call or give me a msg..
tht is the only time i feel im still myself n nt a fool been played around...
i laughed n joke with dear..she will tell me wht she does for e dae n all..
i miss her..truly i do..

to end up...a song..i feel about my black n white life...

There's people talking
They talk about me
They know my name
They think they know everything
But they don't know anything
About me...

The cities restless
It's all around me
People in motion
Sick of all the same routines
And they need to go
They need to get away Tonight....

she is the only colour in my life...dear..thanks euu..muacks!