Never been this...
never been this tired b4 when u came hm n all u head to was the bed.
i doze off within seconds. leaving hubby chattin with nat the nite. *bad ger*

we went shoppinggggg todae!!
bought some stuffs.. something to enhance my memory..something fo the body and something for my face. whahahaha..
in half an hr time hubby heading to work.
hope she enjoyed herself ytd cuz i did. it was great with her!!
we went to helped mama to buy her "mud" for her plant.
supposingly the mud meant by soil. duno when she started saying soil was mud.
alrite. den follow my hubby started to said tht as well. lolx!
den we went causeway for a LONG walk.
pretty long. an hr for one level!
met hubby's parent. hubby's mama just wouldnt stop tokin abt hubby!! wahhahaha..
but well it doesnt reali matter..no matter is bad or gd things. i love it all!
den we headed dwn to J8. almost get lost there.
it been long..since i last went. changed alot.
but nthing much to shop.
we went din tai fung to have xiao long bao and my steam chicken soup with noodle.yum!!! *drools*
e service was gd compare to fei cui. lolx. but the food. fei cui,u are still da best!
did i tell u my hubby have a typical tongue.
she just make real lotsa suggestion whtever she bring into her mouth n nice or nt nice. lolx.
i tot im alwaz da person but nw i found someone who does tht n more particular abt it le.
had a great time n we head off home.
oh ya..n we bumped into queenie n her gf.
saw lotsa crooks in j8. weird. rare scene. lolx.
but hubby still the best lookin among all n da nicest!!!~
no one can compare de. hehehez.

had a sad n disappointing event todae tht gt me held back n started to think abt past.
i started to see wht right n wrong.
hubby pointed out n analyse for me too. thank swtheart.
first was da stupid crap of "nomb" by an old fren n then dwn to 2 old buddies of mine in da past.
they gave me a cold shoulder when i drop by n say hi to dem.
for a sec i was thinkin am i a fren of theirs? well...*shrugs*
i gave excuses for dem in my heart sayin they were busy but it sumhw hurt me thou.
i regret for droppin by n sayin a hi. it make me feel like a n idiot!
perhap sumtin reali did happen btw dem n my classmate back den or wht so ever.
not gonna find more excuse. why bother?
i saw wht mama n hubby say abt passer-by n bad frens.
seriously tell me.
have any of ur fren hurt u b4?? i feel is almost all in some way or another.
frens i ought to give up n nv to think abt anymore tht goes along with da past.
maybe frm da start i shld have nv forgive wht they done in da past to me tt gt me up in such stage.
well at least im better off nw.
im happy with hubby n my family.
friends? they are all passer-by. it come n goes. how sad.
sometime i prefer dem nt to step in n even leave a footprint cuz it hurt so bad to think abt it.
one long list of pple who have hurt me. wht abt pple tht have been gd to me?
haix. forget n drop the whole issue.

sometime i prefer to be in my own world with my hubby n family cuz beside this pple no one stay. no one.

well better get goin. i need to make hubby a warm cup of milo n breakfast. it 6.30 nw.
another new beginning. damn! which mean hrm test is gettin near.
gotta start takin pills n boost my memory.
n goin to take bursary later on.
my hubby couldnt make it cuz she worked same goes for my dad.
my mama felt so proud of it.
wasnt it suppose to mean bursary?
i gonna save up tt sum if possible.
i preparing for a new surprise for hubby which oli cum true later on in da yr. =)