9 Months!
HAPPY 9 MTHS ANNIVERSARY!
so excited everytime it comes to our anni..nt becuz of da prezzie..is becuz..i been loved 9 mths by her. i wanna be loved forever..only her love.*beam*
time is flyin..she sumhw already back at aussiez for a mth..got settle dwn with her stressful skol work..n i got settle dwn with my work..
i do not felt lonely nor empty..cuz everydae i wake up facin a brand new dae with my baby love..hehe.
i noe no matter where she is..she will miss me..n she believe in me tht i take gd care of myself n do my work properly n nicely..=)
while i was crossin da traffic lights on my way back home..i thought to myself..sumhw it good tht we can reali concentrate on wht more impt..like baby..she need to concentrate on her skol work..so without me havin around at da moment beside her physically sumhw lessen her burden by thinkin will i get bored n stuffs like tht..she can concentrate better n well u noe..sumtime couple do argue of some reali small things..lols..so imagine..if im gonna be around most of da time beside her..she might spend more time accompanyin me den studies..den as for me..i felt i can oso fully focus on my work..earn lotsa money..so i can go over n visit her..spend some time tgt..nt havin each other by our side nw doesnt mean we dun love each other..or our love lessen everydae..in fact..this separation increase the love n the missin for each other..n we cherish each other more..
da process can be tirin n sumtime it reali make u upset though. but sumhw when u think abt the results..da things u gain after some hardship..it all worthwhile..
im glad i found this little cute angel boy of mine. she can reali make my heart melt so much. it just so soothin when it come to those pains n sorrow u goin thru in life..the love she gave n da words she said..it just seem to be like antidote..lols
i just wanna said..
i wanna grow old with u..i wanna be with u forever n ever..n we work tgt..after work have dinner or we meet den go market buy food n go home cook..den off day we can go relax..go shoppin..lols..just so simple..i noe this dream is nt far frm reality nw..=D
back to work..
2 daes workin..brought da bag i bought frm jusco to work..everyone said nice..lols..of course..i been wantin it so bad frm da first time i see it..lols..
mama met bbc staff yest nite..den this mornin i carry customer order to je..the books all in my bag..n hand..so heavy..felt like a stupid turtle..lols..thank god is nt green in colour..den was kinda mood swing todae..just dun wanna tok..got irritated by my colleague..she said keep questionin me n on n on it goes..den after that..a big bunch of children came..think was frm some centre or sumtin..each kid have 33 dollars gifts voucher to use..n 20 dollar must be on assessment..im like a tour guide or sumtin..sayin..
"group 1a pls come here..here are all da malay assessment books!"
n on it goes..
i just gt so attracted by a small boy..he is call lionel. he is so cute man. 4 years old. he got all those colourin books n few pre skol books for himself..den he told me.."i dun wan this..this is nt good.." den he place it one side..den another incident was he wanted a book to do maths..he ask me a qns..does this come in blue colour..cuz da book is in pink! well..if im da one who publish i definitely get a blue one for him. he is so cute lo! lols..
my colleague commented im like a kindergarten teacher..lols..hey i totally agreed. lols..but i started to think within..since when i like children..lols..
well..it a new experience gain when customers come in group n lookin for different things..u need to noe hw to handle..hw to cope..i learnt somethin new todae again..
as usual..the pressure is goin dwn on me..damn da stock take..it just drivin me nuts..thinkin the operation manager coming back frm book fest next week..so more stress coming dwn..haix! i need to learnt hw to cope...bleh.