nO time tO siCk.
wht a title. but is true!
i had a vomit session early in da morning.
rush to the toilet n told myself to cool dwn..next min all throw out.
it was grossy. the feeling was awful..n when u tot oh it finally stop u head off back to ur room n get changed into ur work clothes..
there it come again. second attack. after tht i was totally weak n in pain at the lower part of my tummy. it hurt so bad tht i duno wht to do.
mum went off without me. as usual she holds the bloody key n dept oli me n her.
called junyi up n he sounded real tired so i told him nthin den i hang up.
ermm took some time for me to cool dwn n get off the hse..
reach the mrt den realise i left my wallet at hm. tht time i was sweating like mad n i just keep drinkin warm water thinkin it might be better.
under the hot sun got my wallet n got myself a sit in the train.
called bb few times but she was havin lecture so couldnt get her.
bb called back when i reached yew tee. had a short conversation n after i put dwn the fone.
i approached the lady beside me n ask if she gt a bag..
i vomitted. in front of a whole full row of pple in front.
it was so pathetic n awful. thank god one more stop to je.
was lucky to have a bag or nt..omg!
head to the je mrt toilet n the cleaner tok to me in some kind of language i do not understand askin me abt the bag of vomit tht i throw into the dustbin.
i got so mad as she goes on n on..
i left the toilet..n cried on my way to je.
feel utterly upset n horrible.
it took me the whole morning to get my vomit,giddy,tummy pain in control.

the crowd start coming in n my supplier start piling their stocks into the receiving room.
no time to feel sick. i do wht i can do. manage to clear mostly all the stocks n keep the dept clean. guess tht my last strength.

did all the e-learn ytd. pretty relaxing todae. but was sick! haix!
but i manage to study 1 lecture of the 5 lecture tht will be tested on sat.
i was wonderin would it be possible to stay up late n do my notes n revision for the nite. i hope i can but..
it spoliting my health.

during the vomit session..i started to wonder..
imagine i cant eat anymore food...digestive system cant function got to throw it out n blah. i dun wan it to happen.
but tht doesnt mean i gonna be reali health conscious.
but quite true la..the mouth infection did changed me alittle.
personal habit been changed den i started to worry abt meals. have soup for lunch no soup for dinner. to get enuff vitamin n fibre. yawn. enuff of those health thingy.

k la. my dad is out frm the bathroom. i need a bath so bad.
n baby just cant stop her chocolate making drink session there. haiyo!
but tht silly ger is so cute..lols.
there is alwaz a picture tht flash in my mind..with tht smile..u noe?

that smile tht remain in my heart no matter where am i..
when u are young n even nw...i love tht smile da most. =)