Hectic Weeks.
wanted so much to blog but i just cant find any time to do it...
was busy with tonnes of projects..n presentation coming up next. SIAN!
this week was awful..after compensation project was the IB game report..
n huh..im still left with so much to do..
-Individual assignment for TD
-Individual assignment for IR
-Presentation for IR
-Presentation for Comp
-Software Test for HRMS
-Board Game Presentation for IB

been missin tuts n lect..i started to felt so worried abt my upcoming exam. it's awful..the feelin was like so sheesh. imagine u still got to drag urself to skol early morning..well...nvm..let see wht can we do abt it..i envy nana..why does she frm year 1 till nw...all have afternoon class! n my is like all 9am!
the work schedules is so so packed..junyi went bk skol..leavin e 3 of us rotating on weekdaes to cover..

mood swings..fatigue feel...terrible attitudes and silly actions conclude wht i been doin this daes..

my mood swing is awful..but well bb still able to tolerate it n duno y..
tired until my whole body doesnt have the strength to do anythin..
believe it...while im slpin..im tryin so hard to reply a msg on the fone..but i failed..i oli manage to type 2 sentences with many spelling errors and i went on coma.i did sum silly stuffs make bb angry,jealous and upset abt it..im sorry...will nv nv do it again..i promise..cant afford to lose u..u meant so much to mi...:)

everyone has a past..i do have a past..an awful n ugly past..
i hate my pasts tht why i nv speak a word abt it..deep within...this alwaz remain n nv be erase but is oso hw u deal with it..i took it as a nature course..let it slowly fade off..i took it positive..is impt lesson i learnt nv do such things again..bb noe mi for who i am..a brand new n empty mi..with her..i do nt fear of hw ugly i was last time..hw imperfect i am n blah.. being with her for so long..she nv questioned abt my past..she nv speak a word of anythin tht will hurt mi..this is hw much she love mi..she protected mi..she just wanted mi to be happy n forget all those terrible daes in my life..

be it hw u look at mi..hw were things like last time..i guess i had a new life nw..a life tht i look forward to...a future with my precious her.. a nice n cosy family just mi n her n our group of loved pple. i do nt wanna rack up any past..nor any hurt..i kept running away n i will continue to run away...cuz by doin tht..everyone is happy...everyone does nt worry abt mi..n i can start anew..

everyone do make mistake..i had..u had..who doesnt had? i learn frm my mistake to learn to love someone..lovin is nt showin..nt tellin the whole world u win by being faithful n blah..n nt sayin..to be well identified frm the crowd..im a super lover n well attracted by woman..been wanting to said this..many atime..pple gt the love definition wrong..im nt sayin tht i truly noe hw to love..but im learning...at least learning to love..

dun cum disturb mi no more..my baby is nt happy ok!

wht am i blahhin..lols..im sleepy...i need a rest..bb im goin to slp while u enjoy ur gym training with ur chest muscles ya..wahaha..love u..miss u alot alot..:p