Awake Marathon
i think i gone crazy...i been awake for like 24 hours..since ytd the 10pm till nw i haven slp..im crazy..lols..
new year day todae..had yummlicious dinner..nice! i love the fish. :D

FINALLY exam are over..ngee ann life perhaps will be officially over but tht oso depend whether do i pass successfully...kinda worry for the 2 papers..ATM and HPM..becuz my project wasnt tht good so it wun help much so is scary...hope i get a pass la..

job searching or wait n relax for results of uni application. well the chance of getting in is like 30%..although i have seriously think twice wht to take in uni so that maybe i can squeeze a place dere but thinkin abt exams and all the readings..it sorta turn me so off...5 continous exam was tedious and kill almost all my brain cell...i can daze at the wall for hours without doin anythin...that hw bad it is...n i got my slping time all mix up during exam and nw i officially becum a zombie that do not sleep..omg! lols..
guess is gonna be a long entry cuz im quite bored and im lazy to join lili for tv outside the living room...she laughing so loud...faint..lols..

thinking back those days...
days that i was so rebellious and lost my way during Os and den slowly channel back to the correct pace again..it took quite sum time...going thru this all need lotsa courage and faith...actually i seriously tot i cant make it le..i might die at ITE but god gave me a second let me enter somewhere i should be...Poly..but goin in was tough for me..i ought to do as well as ITE but becuz im working most of days..almost all the stuffs was average..which im totally not satisfied...if only i can like at ITE like tht dun work n concentrate...i will do well..i noe my ability but well...
almost gave up half way becuz i was so tired and stress out..i break dwn eventually a few times..

friends to me..come and goes as they wished..i never hold dem back..n den after we drift..those friendships were so fragile..perhaps totally no faith..i met better friends at work..friends that i can cling on and turn to..esp bryan. he, in fact was a passerby to me when i first came in je..i dun interact neither i make fren with him..lols..cuz he too notti..:p

relationships were stable almost at my poly life..having a reali faithful girl set my mind free...i totally have the faith in her that she wun hurt me the way other pple might hurt me...she is so unique,so special...perhaps once in a lifetime i will meet this kinda species hor,BB..lols..she gave me lotsa attention and concern although we were distance apart most of the time...but she never fail to be dere n cuddle me with lotsa care..:)

there so many pple i wanna thank..without dem,im might not be goin this far...my family esp my mum,auntie diana..so many so many...those pple at work that train me on my EQ...teach me not to fear even handling the most nasty customers on earth..my future sorta blurred nw..whether anot wherever i go...i promise i be just fine..pple with hopes in me...nt gonna let ur dwn..:)

been reading pple blog lately...some were pretty old frens..frens i lost contact...frens i went wild with...i love those times..but those times actually shldnt have lasted tht long for me..in fact for all of dem...but whatever it is,i wish dem the very best in their future takings...my blurry grp,grp that stick with me thru the 2 years in poly life...no matter wht...thank you for..the fun,laughter and tears..wish dem e very best..take care le...

wooh...its long...n i feeling abit slpy and my butt aches a little...lols...i feel hungry...got supper...lols..k lahz...ciaoz le...

BB...I WANNA SEE U SO BAD! lols..boooo
at the end...to all readers out there....stay healthy and happy!