for once it jux tell mi directly hw much i miss her..
ish clear n sooo swt..lolx..
i cant define ish tht love but i can surely tell u tht ish miss..lolx
this few daes i often wonder to myself..
why ish tht so? sumtin felt sooo wrong somewhere...
as if she sumwhere near me...i feel it n i reali sense it..
her heartbeat..her world..her grumble n tiredness..everythin n everything...
so wht am i suppose to do??
face it n rejoice..or keep quiet n awaits for the miracle tht i long for to cum true..
i simply felt overjoyed abt it...lolx..
alrite...my 2 sister givin mi a terrible headache..
sumhw im speechless abt their actions..
i cant do much either cuz since young im tht bad oli when i entered ite..everythin started to revolved in mi n make mi a better person..
Lili..she simply got her slpin time mixed up...
skol reopen bt i dun see her goin to skol at all...
every nite she chat with different guys online,tok on the phone with dem n even go out with dem..haix!
why humans doesnt noe hw to feel contented with their own life nw..
i see as a whole..everything seem perfect to mi tht paul ish nw better off than past..
den wht for creatin unneccessary troubles...
if oli i haf her with mi...i would nv ask for anythin else le..
well..everythin she say i will listen...
n of cuz nthin seem to change i dun even tell her white lies frm the start..lolx..
here she cum..she alwaz the first n the last to speak to mi for e dae..
hw i wish is alwaz like this..i love this feelin...=p
n second..nana..haix!
tht even worse..
her aggressive n demandin attitude plus nw she haf the rebellious mi within her..
alrite..i lost..i cant handle her..
i dun even haf the right to say a word abt her wrong doins...
simply there's a period of time i took my hm as a hotel too..cum n goes jux as i like n wish..
tht was back in da past..
bt nw...askin mi to do tht??
ohh pls..dun let mi miss my home..i will die..wahahaha...
nana is out of hand..
i hardly see her at hm..
sheesh do i reali give a damn abt her existence..
bt afterall she is moii sister..though i noe she with shinLee bt...
haix!!
grumble n more grumble...
everyone are findin ways n means to seek attention sumhw...
wht about mi?
well...i haf enuff of attention,care n concern..
i gt everythin i wan n needs except for love..lolx..
bt im pretty contented with the current state of "u are far bt yet soo close to my heart"
perhaps i already found an ans to my qns...
ish jux stated sooo clear...
bt i would nv jump in unless im pretty sure i wun get much hurt this time round...
lolx..shall pen off for nw...
i love the taste of missin u..ish swt n sooo nice