Happy BdaE,John

well guess that ish all i can do for u for the bbq den..
was like a maid carryin heavy stuffs runnin up n dwn buyin stuffs n food..
superbly tired nw n im sooo full oso..
im bloated with food..well lots of cheese..yummy~
i love cheese!~ ermm i better cut dwn..ishh fattenin..
ermm woke up pretty late todae..4pm i suppose den help do things den went bbq..
it pretty fun..esp ishh with my family n john's frens are pretty shy..
seem like im the more out-goin one dere offerin drinks n food to dem..
more like a waitress huh? haha..as long as ishh fun i dun mind..lolx..
ermm realise i have been tokin abt food most of the time..
cant blame i love eatin..lolx..
wonderin hw ish she nw..takin care of children? or maybe found a job n get workin n get some income le..jux hope she doin fine..

i miss hEr alot..

msg her jux nw..too bad she couldnt reply my msg..bt whtever it is..simply tellin her abt my feelin n tots..i feel happy le..
hopin when she see tht msg she smilin ear to ear oso..
wonderin does she wait for my msg every single dae?
or maybe i shld stop cuz maybe it disturb her sumhw..
strong feelin tells mi she waitin for my msg every nw n then..
well ishh all wild guessin n assumption..
i jux ate john's bdae cake..lili gave mi a BIG strawberry on top of it..
love it soooo much..lolx..*thanks lili*
Leon alwaz came tok to mi at the wrong time when im nt around in msn..
left her a msg at frenster..hopefully she is doin fine nw..
ermm tok to lee jux..*dun worry yahh..u have mi all d way~*
babe is countin dwn my pay dae for mi..lolx..*thanks ger*
ermm glenn..she is a big headachce to mi..
early mornin she msg mi say she wanna see mi..
bcuz my sis need to buy sumtin n i cant go..cuz was bz at the pit
was thinkin she might be of some help to help mi get it den after tht meet mi..
called her she sounded soo unwillin n pretty annoyin..
so next min i msg her told her nt to come le..
she start msgin mi sayin wht i wan n am i foolin her or somethin..
started scoldin mi vulgar...it simply make mi soo distracted..haix!
bt the distraction didnt last very long..jux maybe 15 mins..im bk to normal den..
i wan nthin..reali nthin..guess at this moment i already make myself clear n i noe wht i reali wan..
is it a B's thinkin if she is immature n childish she alwaz remain this way?
n if she ish responsible n mature..well she stay on like this..
i felt tht their thinkin dun change even after sooo long..
it like a cycle..to some of dem..history jux keep repeatin in their life..haix
alrite shall drop this topic den..
ermm tml i bringin my vondutch bag to work..lolx..yippie!
k lahh..shld have an early rest den..kinda restless nw le..
oh yahh..*thanks SL..givin mi d harvest moon game..love it beri muchie~*
im lonely no more..have many games awaitin for mi to clear the stages n well it keep mi goin for sum time i suppose..*bleah*

if u are gonna hurt mi sumhw or another,PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE...