whether ishh right or wrong...
ytd did came in and blog a very short one...
wonderin wht to say nw..mind kinda blank..esp to this blog..
guess there isnt much privacy to this blog either...
pple doubt wht kinda person i am...
pple stare at miie in a way tht hw mean can i be...
lookin at my past...though i said i move on..im a brand new miie..but i noe this past haunts miie for life...
e pain n hurt i ever gone thru..
e every steps tht i move n slowly stand up on my own when i fall....
all in all..my heart ishhh fragile...
nv to test miie...seein whether i love euu anot..
it hurts badly n will oli stop miie n ponders abt wht euu think euu are doin...
love not a game...
maybe im not too sure about the definition of love euu mean...
da kind of love euu wan frm miie i cant give...
e pressure euu add on..make miie tired...
i ought to trust but why when da time i trusted euu most..
euu betray my trust?!
if thinkin a r/s ishh stable n can start playin with other pple..
guess ishh not da kind of love im seekin for...
maybe i shldnt even think of steppin into tis mess...

i started to wonder wht she said...
hw can one change da feelin for a person so fast to another...
im being mean..i admit..jux to protect myself frm being hurt once more..

promise..im fear of promises..
forever..a word i will nv said again...

i found my simple love and dream...
am happy for now..
e one i tot i lost forever..
my moo moo,cow!

missin u...hEr! Leit...shAnnOn!

it doesnt reali matter anymore as long as im with hEr...=)