If only..
blogging time..
b4 dear left for her math lect with sim..
she said.."dear..time for u to update ur blog le.."
she is a lovely boy..i cant get enuff of her..
im serious..*bleahs*
im like a dead corpse todae...
i woke up as early as 8 plus..my brain is workin..but my limbs refuse to move..
well..was handicapped until dear left hm..
dear call me..lazy piggy..lolx..
okiez..let see..i shall start frm 6 daes ago den...
had a work marathon..
work full shift frm 945am-945pm...
12 hrs at store..goshh..
overall i enjoyed myself with gee..=D
next..i went back je ytd.
i detest the management..
i hate dem..they tot they freakin noe wht they doin..
top management dun take staffs suggestion n all..
i feel damn sad..
on my way..my tears started to roll quietly..
it pains me..
first of all..had a new inexperience operation manager..
he never done AO b4..tok so much..
all other branch had textbooks under the table..
why JE cant?!
u throw all e tbks into the bloody store room..
expect us staffs to do double work..
ur like..ur mood happy den u call us put under the table..
dun like call us to carry into the store room..
we are nt slave k..
we are human..haf feelin n pride k..
we are nt human with no brain..
i oso had a terrible manager..
i cant imagine the things she said..
it nt my problem..ur wanna do wht..ur do lo..wht the heck!
why cant we sit dwn n haf a plan out..
instead of sayin nt my problem n things goin hay wire..
i hate dem!
but i love my job..
if only..i can do sumtin abt it..
even buyer voice out..why cant they use their cow brain!
i told my mama..if oli i can study very gd..n step them flat on top of them..
is it havin a higher status u tend to be more cold-blooded n autocratic..wht pple said things u wun listen in?
suddenly i gt the urge to take up entrepreneur n nt tourism management..
if only i can haf the money to open a bookstore for my mama n pple who left popular n capable to work...
im sad..things change so much..
jin xi left..n xiaoping left..
hw much yrs haf they contribute to popular..why did they left?
why they dun go look into the problem?
at the end wht did they get?
heart broken..dishearted..disappointment n nthin..just a plain piece of note or letter..resignation..
i work in je for 1 and half yr..
management keep changin..it sadden me..they wan their way tht mean they wan it..
cant they spare a tot of the consequence..
if u gonna put the bloody POS in front of the textbook counter..
u gonna jam up the whole dept..it will affect sale..even someone who nv study as much as u noe this logic..why cant ur think?!
if u gonna put outside..near the pathway..u oli gonna affect passerby pple goin to imm but nt the sales of the dept...
i feel like shoutin out loud..you guys are stupid!! arghh..
as i blah out i feel so boil abt it..forget it...
no point fightin..its meaningless...
i shall see their doom day!
dear is back hm...
been terrible..i been complainin nthin abt work..
life is so meaningless nw..
thank god i haf her..she brought some meaning to my life..=D
i love her to bits..
she reali my cute baby!
i cant get enuff of her..nv enuff..=P
i wonder..wht would be like for my big dae..
ha..wht a 21 bdae..
no celebration..no outin..no one remember..
sound so depressin isnt it..
i dun wan a bdae..
it sumhw sadden n disappoint me..
let 17 faster pass ba...
if only she is around..
perhaps i shld slp whole dae..
cuz in my dream i see her...
this mornin i just dreamt she kiss me..hw sweet..hehe..
okiez..deal den..in coma on 17...dun bother to get me up...
dear exam comin le..mux jia you k..no matter hw tired..mux hang on hor..laopo will be behind euu..u mux slp well,eat well n study well..ermm dun do exercise le ar..it pains me when ur muscles ache so much..cum back den do..i see euu do..=D
