a Little...
sheesh..my emotion are makin feelin high n low...
my hand hurt a little when i heard sumtin..
i started to think will things be different in sum way or another sumhw..
it wun be the feelin i had when im at aussiez neither thru the net..
i wish..i pray..things will turn out fine..
i started to fear a little..
is it no confidence in myself? i duno..
when i tot of this my mind speak to me and said.."if she's urs..she urs.."
i look around me i saw many things..
hw people change their behaviour n attitude when they fear their loved one leave them...
i dun wan to change like dem..it's gonna be so not me...
all a long..this small little world of ours has oli me n her..
when she is back here..will it remain this way..
i dun wan a intruder!!
dun destroy my little small world..dun..

well..is this call pms..maybe..lolx..
im gettin siao..
i been cryin countless times todae..
becuz mama,papa n all..arghhh..
dad said im stupid..ha..wht a nice remark!
YES I AM STUPID!
alrite..i gt back my results..
to me..i feel i did very gd..to them ha..im worse!
alrite what shld i said..
im being damn idiot to skip lesson n all..
nt doin my hmwk..failin for test..
n wht has cuz me tht..love..
love can kills..oso can make u stronger..
i did a mistake..
sumhw i came out of it when tot it thru..
n nw im with deardear..
thanks deardear for everything..
if it wasnt her..i guess i wun be this strong..
still remember tht time when im nt with her..
she alwaz tell me to be strong..
she encourage me n give me advices..
all n all..
i been a terrible ger..play n play..
if i didnt woke up at time..
guess nw..i be cryin terribly maybe biddin gdbye to my classmates..
im at the edge of fallin off the cliff..
miracle happen tht i maintain my GPA at 2.0! at the dot!
ha..imagine if it fall lesser than tht..
i be repeatin the whole yr..another yr to waste..
5C 1B n 1D...
ribena called me as early at 6am in da morning..

my hatred started to built..
i hate so many pple nw includin myself once again...
i wanna vent it sum where..i wanna beat sumone up! arghhh..

next sem is even worst...
guess my strength has a limit..
this all i can do for u nw...
many things is beyond my control...
sorry i cant help much anymore...

im tired.

i miss u.dun worry for me..i be alrite..merely pms-ing session nw..guess i forget everythin after awhile..god alwaz take away all the unhappy things tht happen in my life..