22 feb 2006
just passed our 8 mth anniversary.
been a LONG time since i last blog.
before i start my study marathon.
just wanna blog.
now is 2.01am. aussiez time 430am.
hubby in the plane nw back to adelaide...
ZOOvalentine day! we went to the zoo with john.
yeah!! fun! fun! fun!
we saw all da animals in time.
our 4 to 5 hrs plus marathon walk.
it pretty tiring but no one actually did complain. lols.
i had great fun at the pool. throwin water at hubby. n she actually took my pic! *faints*
im pretty much like a small ger there.
and there is this ang moh boy...he got me all wet!
i quick run to hubby n hug her..den complain n complain. lols.
we took alot of pics using hubby cool camera! haha. nice pic okiez!
i love it so much. i pass all to lili to scan. haha. den can send to hubby liao.
after the long day at the zoo. we went to supermarket and get food for haha...my fav steamboat!! yum!
hubby n me had a busy time in da kitchen. lols.
Johor Bahru (Pelangi)after valentine day. most of my time i spent in JB.
went to hubby home.
had a great time with hubby n sharon n hubby's parent.
sharon alwaz drive us round to eat n shop.
i love da honey red tea there!! n pretty much love the nite life in dat bubble tea shop playin card games n blocks with hubby n sharon.
i got a bag from Jusco! love it so much. i will bring it to skol as frequent as possible n i promise hubby i wun buy bag till she come back end of the yr.
hahaha..see so guai right! =P
Back to Sgwe went back to sg for 2 daes den back to JB.
the 2 daes...
we went to nus get hubby tbks den went town.
special thanks to jac. she drove us to nus then bras basah den town. *xin ku le*
went town had nydc with jac n hubby. hubby cant stand us havin so much chessy on our food! n our eyes just cant leave the chocoies cakes~ lols.. maybe oli me ba. it looks so delicious. but i dare nt eat. later migraine den hubby will oso nag n nag den my head more pain ar!! hahaha. =x
after that met liling n liling's fren at starbuck. we chat for awhile den rush to taka meet jace n jace's fren. hubby n i shop n shop. we got a feng shui waterfall for sharon den went to move around at the warehouse sale there.
haha. i got wht i wanted so long. =p nt gonna say! i shy. lols. it is added into my little twin star collection. hahaha. after that we went home awhile later sharon came pick us up n we back in JB.
The Packing Processactually wanna take pic while packin. but my stoopid hp low batt den forget to bring charger in den aiyah me n hubby switch hi card with each other hp. cuz she is a busy boy. too many pple look for her den hp alwaz low batt when she is back in sg. sharon brought us to eat supper our usual teh tarik n my syrup lemus n den "roti daman" spell wrongly maybe..lols..n beef satay! hubby love the teh tarik there. n worse thing was few daes back we visited the store n sumtin so paiseh happen to me. oli sharon n hubby noe. lols..shhhhhhhhhhhhhh....after that we went home n continue packing..after all those packin..manage to squeeze sum time n me n hubby watch underworld evolution. is abit ermmm bloody n all... i see with my eyes close most of the time den next min i accidentally fall aslp. i think hubby abit upset cuz we didnt watch finish the whole show. she been buggin to watch the whole show with me. hubby...im sorry.
On Our Way...today..hubby need to go back adelaide le. woke up at 12 den had lunch with hubby n hubby's dad. den wait for hubby's bro cum in JB n take hubby heavy heavy luggage.haha. im da packer of her luggage. i enjoy packin her luggage. cuz she is my baby!! =)
we came out of jb den rush a few place. the phone shop to get the cordless fone n den the photo shop get our zoo pics. we washed 2 8R of the same. i stick it at my bed front. so nice. hehe. ultimately sweet sia! hahhaa..
hubby forget to take the pic we took with the pony. nvm..i shall post it over or maybe when i go over den give her.
we ate chicken rice in JB den went eat desert. den eat durian den ice cream n the fried shitake mushroom in changi airport with hubby n hubby's JC frens.
i still smell durian nw. *faint*
it alwaz sad to say gd bye.
few weeks back everyone already start plannin who to go airport with me n all. they so afraid i cry until like mad. i told them dun nid n i wun cry.
haha. guess my hubby noe me e best.
yesh i cried..tears drop quietly when we in the car on the way to airport.
thinkin back..how excited i was when me n hubby in the cab on our way home from airport and that was just 3 mths back. time reali blink blink.
Bid Gdbye
saying gd bye is so hard...
i wanted so much to cry like a baby in her arms but....i cant.
hubby's mummy around. she might suspect our r/s. so i "ren"
nw i noe "ren" is so xin ku.
have u ever hold back ur tears n sadness so bad n u still need to tok like normal n laugh along n treat like nothin had happen.
i cant. i just couldnt control those tears but i have too.
hubby might have intake lot of my saliva. cuz she noe hw i feel.
she called me twice b4 she reali board the plane.
console n calm me dwn. i felt so much better after that.
the way home was quiet. im sittin at where hubby sat b4 she left. beside her mum.
havin her around...i see the different. dun u? anyone?
there is nthin left behind except her smell n past presence. keep reflectin back at all those silly things she does.
Moving Onim back home.
went to play with reno n i couldnt control anymore i just cried out loud.
lili n weize offer me lotsa tissue.
the room door is left open. the light outside are on.
i just couldnt slp. i cant imagine hubby is back in JB or at work in cheers.
my eyes just feel like tearin so much.
i dun wanna be alone in da room.
i on the music real loud.
those noise just seem so quiet to me. why is that so?
i cant hear any grumbling noise or any sound tht i used to hear.
it just feel so weird. i dun like!!!
hubby usually will make lotsa of noise in da room.
either she buggin me for her drink or not her movie or her soursop. or she will play with reno n tok to me.
yesh! u are right. she once told me.." you dun wan me to nag..when i go back u will miss it lots."
i suddenly just cried again. yesh..i miss her nag! i miss her everything.
i wun get used to it havin no one beside me slping by my side n late at nite cover blanket for me n played with my hair n sayang me to bed. n my gd nite kiss! baby~~~~ hubby~~~~ do u noe..i miss you so much nw..
well...im such a baby! haha..tht why hubby pamper me so much.
well..nt the time for crying anymore...i need to start my revision.
im so afraid of fmgt n cma. can anyone help? haix.
no matter wht i will go thru..i do my best.
i just surf qantas web. if im nt wrong..i be flying off to aust in june or july. see hw my skol term break go. but..it be short. damn.
no matter where are you...i will miss you.
i love you,hubby...
