gRoup diSadvantAges.


The results of your analysis say:

You like to be surrounded by four solid walls. (Baby say this is true.)
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

the rest all not true.=X
have a new blogskin. did it durin my 2 hrs break while waitin for IBS lect.
attend lect n went hm tgt with nana.
today they teach abt wht to wear n colours!

wasnt feelin tht well when i came hm in fact da whole dae. arghh.
did i tell u start hatin BUS?!
it can be real stuffy n hot.
i feel like i ran out of oxygen tht results to my stuffy chest,giddy head n wantin to vomit sickness. felt abit like stroke kinda feel.
if this continue im gonna see a doctor.
becuz of the continous 3 daes bus drive for my 9am lesson.
i gonna think of hw to change my go-to-skol's route.

pretty peaceful todae which is good.
though many times im alone.
guess i already got used to it.=)

i started to think within.
why do human have this kinda thoughts of makin another feel bad,upset n blah?
was in class. goin thru tuts.
everyone was shocked tht the both of dem started to laugh out loud n being abit talkative in class.

den someone came whisper to my ear n a conversation sayin..

that ger: "are u okay? they seem happy without u."
me: (laugh)"it's alrite. wht u see maybe an illusion just to make me feel in a way of miserable n stuffs which im fully armoured by nw. n nthin affect me nw." (except my silly boy.)
her: "wow..u mean u are alrite nt stickin to dem anymore n being alone?"
me: "why not? im ok without dem. i happy to see dem so happy without me too. sometime u dun have to be grp to make frens. for me,i guess mixin around would be a better choice.
her: "wow if i were u..guess i couldnt make it."

i told this to my mum.
mum said.."yaz.tht's right. u learn to be independent."
FINALLY! i learn tht. is a miserable n torturin learnin experience thru out my sec skol n poly life.
i used to think being in grp are the best thing cuz u are in grp of 3-5 n u mix closely with dem.
but nw..i felt being in grp are the most disadvantage thing.
there are pros n cons la.
yesh u might be alone sumtime. but it wun fear u of losin anyone. becuz there is nthin to lose.
in grp..u tend to gossips more. tend to be extra careful tht u offend one another.usually u tok to someone n left another person out. n when sumtin cropped up within the grp. u ended up with no one beside u. why is tht so?
cuz frm da start u started to insolate urself n open to oli e grp.
u duno wht happen evolve around u.
u duno wht actually happen outside tht grp cuz u bothered much more abt tht grp.
yupps. yeah im happy. cuz i learn.

projects are coming n common test are drawin near.
tml is vesak dae eve. goin to temple n do the 3 steps-1 bow thingy.
need to do becuz i did nt do last yr n i slept in da temple's convention hall.
this reminds me..times fly isnt it?
n so many things changed for a reason, for e better. =)

guess there is nthin much abt negative thoughts for nw.
im happy. hehe.



happy with baby.


happy with my family.