Round in the Nutcase
9 days nv update my blog...
nthin much to update...basically workin n more working..for the last one week becuz last week was e-learn.
and den had hotel tour in sg. visits marina mandarin hotel with my class pple.
the swimming pool is damn cool. i love it. is MINERAL WATER swimming pool. lols...

today got bk my quiz. i dun even noe have quiz at the first place. though i went but im the last in class scoring 3/10...hw nice. at the end i told teacher to mark me absent n change my weightage for common test. instead of a 20%...now is 30% which mean this DT common test is reali reali impt to me. HPM quiz on wed. justin said is gonna be easy. but im still worry. so i be readin thru all the stuffs on tue.

work was as challenging as ever. doin the impossible to possible. doing what cant be to can be. n wht may be will be...but thou still i need to comment the management still as messy and crazy as ever. being with different manager,perhaps leader....the expectation and their view were almost different. my current one had lack of a management skills but oli little experience in customer service,career conscious and status conscious person, view staffs as thief,slave and animals. chisa once said on my first day of work...she dun expect much but basically at the end of day u got to pack n prepare for tml sales or shld we say war. but sadly...this current one...she said wht we does was easy and chicken feet and feel we act-busy pple cuz she feel is nv gonna be finish perhaps. she had view tough n difficult job like sitting in the office doing paperwork,doing cashier's closing and goin meeting n off or MIA almost everyday. she got to earn my respect b4 i start respecting her. treat me like a human n care about my welfare as i have alwaz been caring about company welfare. so who give her the right to give those stares at contingent workers like us n we are even more hardworkin n stressed up than u are as we cope with skol and work. though she had nv reali offended me in any way but seriously it sad n discourage to have such leader to lead. lols. so HR. cant stand it.

tokin abt future. i map out some thoughts. im goin to graduate in few mths time. "what u wanna be?" had been like the most-often asked question nw. so wht actually i plan to do.
i plan to slp n eat n slack my whole life n being a lazy ass! lols...no la...kidding.
after hearing news abt dad health had sumhw make mi stop thinkin to pursue degree.
perhaps like wht i say b4 n last time as alwaz...diploma might be just enuff for me. i thought of doin part time degree but sumhw is totally impossible isnt it becuz of the fee. i thought of goin into uni but sumhw is impossible again. i was thinkin to work in STB perhaps some kind of tourism work but again i got confuse in deciding shld i take up CPA or ACCA to go do my auditor. but being auditor seem real hard nw as my education path had direct to another way n not mainly accounting. on n on...it goes...

baby is coming back tml but the excitement wasnt reali there. she got freak out by her exam results n i got worried or shld i said dun even dare to think of her return. n nw tht she coming bk tml...my mind is blank...im simply calm n cool. but....i still kinda miss her alot....

......that wht all had been goin round my nutcase...