How could SHANE!!!
omg. that the word. if u gonna see L words season 4 n the 7 epsiode like last week...all u can said is eeeeeeee...totally disgusted..well...i guess my baby will wanna noe why i said that...i shall explain my views...shane make out with the parent...u noe that mother that have a son...and his son is friend of shane's bro...omg! is like...when i saw that scene...im totally disgusted..i felt so much like puking...hw could shane??! big DOTS man.
i got hooked by the tv for couple of hours...tryin nt to think...trying nt to do anything...practically my mind set on that square box in da living room...my feeling kinda felt calm for nw...i was rather upset when i got to put dwn bb call when she taking off...i guess she be glue to the square box too watchin all sorta shows in da plane...i had a long day with her today...i wun get to see her probably july...i will definitely miss her...my sweet little ger...she wrote a cute card for me...so sweet...and she had assured her feeling for me more than enough...my tears roll after reading it...im bliss to be loved by her...:)
things are little different nw...cuz i have nt much things left to be done...no skol...no work...practically havin a long break...perhaps just hiding at hm and spent sumtime alone...god...hopefully i wun be like more "anti-social" or "zi bi"...lols...my future seem so unclear nw...but guess soon i make a decision...
It is like aussiez time 5.30am...bb will be landing aussiez time 9.05am...i be waiting for her msg...things werent that bad afterall cuz she was away at Jb ytd and we didnt have much contact even at night...so i had pretty much take it as she still in Jb...time flies...last year i cried like a silly baby becuz she is leaving...this year...i didnt cry as much...becuz i look forward seeing her soon and look forward for her return...although i truly noe she might be stayin one more year there for her honours...but no matter wht...i will support her...:) there is alwaz bad and good things abt LDR...i cant said it is all bad...but there are sumting good too...we learnt to be independent,concentrate on sum impt stuffs..we learnt to look forward for our next meet...we cherish and treasure the time more tgt...and we love each other more...it oso very much depend on hw u treat this r/s...
been writing for quite sum time...lols...duno ur understand wht i blahhin anot...but whatever it is...i will miss bb de...n bb study hard and cum hm soon...shall end here...

tml activities...
-buy light bulb for my new IKEA table lamp
-wash clothings
-play games
-go market and buy groceries
-PLAY GAME
-wait for bb msg when she reach aussiez and see her online after 6pm after her skol pract...

i seriously got scared of hw one can like another one that crazy...if i could choose...i would never have let it actually happen...it scary everytime i recall....thank god it ended...-not meant for anyone,do ur own imagination if u wan to-

the smoke dwnstair is chokin me...n the grass are on fire...haix...i will be rotting for awhile den go orh orh liao...:p