cOmmUnicAtion bR3akdoWn~
haha..suppose to be angry..
suppose to felt sad..
bt im not..lolx..
simply msgs keep comin in n is frm her..
she kept mi busy for the 2 daes despite she movin hse tml bt she still msg mi..
something so weird..i duno hw to explain...
when i came to ask her...
dun u find it weird..u msg mi jux like u are in sg...
ur reply are fast n never-endin..lolx..
i miss those daes when she in sg...
our msgs usually are super long...
sumtime even we online..we oso msg each other..funni rite?
okie..guess i shall drop the topic..lolx..
sumhw this msgs gave mi sum fake hope which i ought to noe..
we are frens n alwaz this way...nothin changes..
bt even if is a dream..i hope i can keep dreamin..
e 3 daes with her was the most wonderful daes in my entire life..
she didnt do much..jux words of concern n care..
though she far away bt at work..in skol..everywhere..
her words n her face keep runnin across my mind...
i told lili n babe..guess LDR is superly best for mi...
why i sae tht?
skol..i spent the whole mornin in skol n noon..
den evenin i work..
i oli free at nite..n yeshh oli for a couple of hours..
even if i off i be well too tired to go anywhere...
tht ish wht tht holdin mi back..nt gettin into any r/s currently..
i dun wanna be blame n i dun wanna nelgect the other party..
u can say u understand..bt hw long u can tolerate?
im a workhaolic..n sumhw time jux seem nt enuff every single dae for mi...
i kept myself standin here..nt movin to anywhere bcuz im waitin..
waitin for a miracle to happen..tht i can release myself frm all this...
i feel i found it..bt hw sure can i be...i duno...
guess all i need ish time to prove...
bt whatever it is..im thankful for her care n concern nw...
it enuff..n im contented..though jux words..bt i noe ish sincere n true...
suppose to meet steph at the end she went to meet her fren...
tot lee was meetin mi...at the end she say she referin abt labour dae..(-_-")
ermm den chris..haix! sorrie..didnt noe it all cropped up at the end..lolx..
n nite event supposingly goin kbox with angie n je peeps..
at the end..everyone dun wanna go except mi,angie n bryan..
so angie cancel it..haix..
ermm change to watch movie with lili n paul..
show is 1145 n nw im still at hm...
they are takin their own swt time..hopefully ish nt cancel..
wht a bad bad dae...