what u wanna be when u grow up?
me and yinting...she reali bring a smile to my day. it was awful before that. thanks ger.
the monkey gathering...cam-whoring..lols
all the fingers are pointing all over the place..haha
cousins gathering...

i seriously hate the job hunting process...i kept on askin myself is there a need to like get myself a job for nw..i practically lost...miserable. haha. WHAT YOU WANT TO BE WHEN U GROW UP? i sorta get fed up with myself of hw indecisive i can be...am i too choosy or the economy not good to feed me?! haix...i been sighing for like the whole day...i give up in sending resumes...i give up in looking thru the newspaper...can i just sit n rot to death. arghh...i sorta decided nt to put anyone in my resume-references. if there is a need to inform pple i puttin their name in the resume,i rather not put...even if i let them noe...i sorta feel they noe nuts abt me and maybe cant even remember hw i look like? so am i suppose to like blahh.."oh hi,im nicole...there that ger who ask when STB gonna pay up for my ATF attachment job and can i put ur name as references and so on..." oh well...drop da whole topic...if things go on to be this way...i rather stay where i am perhaps forever...i sorta get sick n tired of hw one can treat another one so fake...well is all masking...when i refering her as a "bitch" to BB that day...i sorta mean what i reali said...that word stab me deep thru my heart and once again...those being nice to her were just sumtin extra when she treated me like shit...i hate being nice...

my mood is kinda bad these days..so mind u...dun cum n tok to me...i rather be anti-social. although wu zun show had cheer me up alittle...but...i still feel mad and upset...it just hidden in there...n no one noes im badly hurt...sheesh and ****!